My voice cracks every-time someone asks about you, and I can’t blurt out a word without crying. My hands are constantly shaking and I’m scared to look anywhere else but the pavements i walk on. I want to tell you I love you so badly, but we don’t talk like that anymore and the words are stuck in my throat and I’m choking, and i can’t breathe, and you’re not noticing I’m breaking apart. These dark circles beneath my eyes are purple and blue and I never sleep much anymore, and you’re under my skin killing me from inside out but, No matter how deep I cut, or how many pills I swallow, you will always be like heroin shooting up through my veins into my heart and I can’t get you out of my system.
- (Unsent) 1:10 am. (via june—10tth
(Source: June--10tth, via happyinstead)